Spending Christmas Alone

Happy holidays everyone!
Christmas is almost over. And just like last year I spent it alone. And, also just like last year, spending Christmas alone wasn’t as much my own choice as my anxiety making the choice for me. But the difference is that this year I actually felt alone. I guess that’s one of the downsides of my antidepressant, that I actually feel things again.

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I had the cats for company though, and they really are the cutest. Even if they disturbs my sleep and tries to take my food. I love then though. Like I said they are the cutest.

Spending Christmas Alone

I got two gifts. A body scrub from my sister, and a bath bomb from Mr.A. Both things from Lush of course. So when I woke up on the morning of Christmas Eve I first took a walk and then had a really long bath that smelled amazing. And then I spent the rest of the day, and the day after that too, watching TV and eating stuff. Just like one should on Christmas.

And that’s pretty much all about me spending Christmas alone. And tomorrow Mr. A will be back home and that feels great. And soon there will also be a new year which feels even greater. I really think 2016 will be a great one. Don’t you?


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  1. My two cats look just like yours!

    I’m looking forward to 2016 and focusing on the people that really matter in my life!


  2. Honestly, I think nobody should be alone on Christmas. It feels like the exact opposite of the meaning of this holiday – spending a nice time together. I just cannot imagine being on my own on Christmas. I truly admire that you managed it…

  3. I know how you feel, I was feeling like that last year. This year I spent Christmas with friends , and it was amazing. In the end look on the bright side, your cats were with you. I would like some bath bombs from Lush. P.s Love your blog, and smile New Year is just around the corner xo

    • Ida

      That sounds great. I really miss my friends during the holidays. My partner will be home tonight and then we will have New Years all alone before the kid comes home./love Ida

  4. I’m so sorry you spent it alone! It must have been awful but hopefully next year will be different. Maybe if you’re still not feeling well someone could at least come around for a few ours and eat with you?

    Corinne x

    • Ida

      Oh thank you. I really hope to be doing better by then so that I can go with my partner and step-kid and celebrate with the rest of thir family./love Ida

  5. Shame you were alone but at least you are dealing with it well, and looking forward to the new year :0
    I used to take in all the waifs and strays I knew for xmas, but I didn’t know any this year so it was just me and my wife.

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