How it Feels When Your Antidepressants is Working

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  Soon I will be starting therapy again after not seeing my therapist for almost tree months. And thinking about it makes me nervous. Thinking about it makes me realize how much things have changed since I last saw her. How much I have changed.
  Okay maybe things haven’t changed that much. I mean I’m still a mess. I’m still suffering from anxiety. But for the past two and a half months I’ve aslo been taking these new antidepressants and they have actually been workning. So things have changed. And thats what I want to tell you about today, the way I feel that I’ve canged. And how I knew after just one week that this meds was going to work for me.

How it Feels When Your Antidepressants is Working

How it Feels When Your Antidepressants is Working.

Short Version:
 It’s like to open your eyes in the morning. And for the first time in forever beeing able to see the whole world and what it actually looks like.

Longer Version
 It’s taking a walk and feeling the air and realizing that you don’t want to go inside. It’s starting to cry when you all by a sudden realize how much you don’t deserve to be depressed. It’s to not wanting to cry just because someone tells you that Coca-Cola and chocolate is not a proper dinner. It’s starting some music and finding yourfelf dancing around in your apartment because you just can’t be still anymore. And it’s tears of joy and happines and starting to feel like a functioning human beeing.

How it Feels When Your Antidepressants is Working

 It’s not a quick fix. Not for me and probably not for anyone. And I’m not a fan of how some doctors orders them for anyone that feel a bit down. But for me they are the key to getting better.

XOXO
August 20, 2015
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9 Comments

  • Reply Nicole

    Love this – good on you for being brave and talking about this stuff. It's not always easy. I'm also on SSRIs for anxiety, and they've saved my life more than once. Seeing the world through calm eyes is such a sweet miracle, isn't it? Best to you, Girl of Much Importance! 😉 Best, Nicole

    August 21, 2015 at 2:03 pm
  • Reply Ida Blom

    Thany you. Your comment makes my day. Yes the pills can really be a lifesaver. /love Ida

    August 21, 2015 at 2:37 pm
  • Reply Hey Little Fighter Blog

    Hi Ida – it's great of you to speak out. Good job. I am so glad they are helping <3

    Michelle – heylittlefighter.com

    August 25, 2015 at 3:13 am
  • Reply Ida Blom

    Oh thank you so much. I'm glad that they are helping to./love Ida

    August 25, 2015 at 12:10 pm
  • Reply Amanda Kanashiro

    Really great post! I've wondered this.

    September 24, 2015 at 7:57 pm
  • Reply Ida Blom

    Thank you so much./love Ida

    September 24, 2015 at 7:59 pm
  • Reply Coral Lawson

    I had a doctor tell me I have something between anxiety and depression but didn't prescribe anything,well done for taking them and telling everybody what it feels like

    October 3, 2015 at 11:18 am
  • Reply Ida Blom

    Oh I really hope you will do better anyway. Not everyone needs medication.
    Thank you for stepping by/love Ida

    October 3, 2015 at 11:24 am
  • Reply lori@accidental-blogger.com

    I’ve always wondered. Thank you for sharing!

    November 12, 2015 at 4:14 am
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